AGAINST THE TIDE [Excerpt 1]








  “Ndidi!”
  “Ndidi!” her aunty shouted a second time.
  “Ma,” Ndidi answered with fear in her voice.
  “Will you come here immediately!”
            Tears rolled out of Ndidi’s eyes, down her cheeks as she went to answer the call. She knew what it was all about: her aunty had found out.
            She met her aunty in the kitchen, standing with arms akimbo before some wraps of moi-moi on the table.
  “What happened to five wraps of moi-moi?” her aunty asked.
  “I..I…” Ndidi could not muster the courage to tell her aunty the truth.
  “You what? Talk or I will deal with you now.”
  “They were stolen ma.”
  “You are lying, you idiot. You ate them.”
            She went closer to Ndidi in an effort to slap her. Ndidi receded a bit, but she held the collar of Ndidi’s blouse forcing Ndidi to rattle out her explanation.
  “No ma, I am not lying,” she said. “When…when I was hawking with Nkechi, an okada man knocked her down. I kept my bucket by the side of the road and went to help her gather her plantain chips scattered on the road and also to make sure she was not badly injured. When I went back later to carry my bucket, I noticed that my moi-moi had reduced in number. I counted them and discovered that five wraps of moi-moi had been stolen. I looked around in search of anyone holding moi-moi so I will know who took them but because the place was rowdy, I didn’t see the thief. That was what happened ma.”
  “I knew you would tell a sweet story to cover up. You liar.”
  “No ma…”
  “Shut up,” her aunty said and hit her repeatedly.  “Because of this, you won’t eat anything this night,” she said when she was satisfied with the beating and started storming out of the kitchen.
  “Am sorry ma. Please forgive me ma,” Ndidi begged, crying, going after her. She stopped and looked back at Ndidi.
  “If I close my eyes and open them and you are still here,” she said, “you will see what I will do to you.”
            Ndidi knew better than to remain there, pleading. She left quickly, managing to dodge another blow from her aunty who was standing close to the door. She left and stood at the verandah sobbing. Whenever neighbours pass, she would either wipe her face or turn her head but they already knew her situation and didn’t bother asking her what the problem was.
  “Ndidi!”
  “Ndidi!” her aunty shouted again and came out to the verandah.
            Ndidi who was called back to reality by the sight of her aunty moved backwards, wondering what else was coming.
  “Did you or did you not hear your name?” her aunty asked her.
  “N…n…no ma.”
  “Come here you liar.” She went towards Ndidi to hit her.
Ndidi retreated but the wall was standing between her and any attempt at escape. She held the wall hoping it would swallow her. As her aunty wanted to hit her, a neighbour came into the compound. Her aunty pretended she was doing something else but the neighbour knew what was happening and passed them without saying a word.
  “Will you go and buy bread for my children!” she said, dropped the money on the floor and went back inside.
            Ndidi picked it up, wiped the tears from her eyes and left on the errand, trying as much as possible not to let people know she had cried. Her savior was that twilight was fast approaching. She went to a kiosk some buildings away and bought what she thought she had been sent to buy. When she came back and gave the bread to her aunty, she had it thrown back at her.
  “Is this the type I asked you to buy?” her aunty asked her, fuming.
  “I thought…I thought…” Ndidi stammered.
  “You thought what?” she said and hit her again. “Will you send it back and get the other type.”
            Ndidi picked up the bread and left with it in a bid to change it. When she got to the kiosk, she told the owner that she wanted to change the bread.
  “Why?” the woman asked.
  “My aunty said it is not the type she asked me to buy.”
  “Is that why you are crying?” the woman asked. “Give it to me.”
            Ndidi gave the bread to her and she looked at it critically then picked out something wrong.
  “The waterproof is torn here,” she said, showing the spot to Ndidi.
  “I don’t know how it happened o,” Ndidi lamented. “I just brought it back as it was when you gave it to me.”
  “It looks like it fell on the ground. Sorry I can’t take it back as it is now.”
She gave it back to Ndidi who started sobbing again.
  “Please ma,” Ndidi pleaded.
  “Sorry I can’t.”
            Ndidi reluctantly took it and left. She got to the house and told her aunty that the seller refused to take it back. Her aunty rained abuses on her and sent her out to the verandah. Ndidi leaned on the wall crying. A neighbour passed by, stopped and asked her why she was crying.
  “Nothing,” Ndidi answered.
  “Is it your aunty again?”
            Ndidi did not reply.
            When she wasn’t saying anything, the neighbour left. Her aunty stormed out.
  “What are you telling the neighbours?”
  “Aunty nothing.”
  “Will you go inside the room! You want to show the whole world how foolish you are.”
            Ndidi went in, doing her best to avoid a hitting. She went to the children’s room and sat on the floor, sobbing and wondering how much more she could take. She wished the unfortunate turn of events in her nuclear family that exposed her to such ill treatment didn’t happen. She lay on the bed and cried herself to sleep.
            When she woke up later in the night, the brightness of the light bulb in the room hurt her eyes making her rub them for a while before eventually opening them wide. She saw Ebere, her aunty’s son, reading.
  “Good morning,” he said to her jokingly.
  “Which morning?” she answered, looking outside through the window. “Everywhere is still dark.”
  “You have been sleeping since evening. Have you eaten night food?”
  “No. Mummy said I will not eat this night.”
  “Why?”
  “Somebody stole five wraps of moi moi from me today.”
  “What were you doing when it happened?”
  “While we were selling our things, an okada man hit Nkechi. I dropped my bucket and rushed to help her. That was when someone took the wraps of moi moi.”
  “How could you have dropped your bucket?”
  “I wasn’t thinking straight then.”
  “Because Nkechi was involved.”
  “Not only that. The way the accident happened and the way she fell, I was afraid that she had been badly hurt.”
  “So how is she?”
  “She just had some bruises but she is fine.”
            There was sound of movement outside the room so they keep quiet. They heard the footstep of her aunty as she walked to the kitchen and walked back to her room.
After a while, Ebere asked her in a low tone, “How did mummy find out about the missing moi-moi?”
  “When I came back in the evening, I gave her the money I got from the mo-moi I sold and kept the remainder in the kitchen. She went to the kitchen and counted the remaining wraps of moi-moi as usual. She knew the quantity I left with, so from the amount of money I gave her and the number left, she found out that five wraps were missing. She insisted that I ate them but I didn’t. Then she beat the living daylight out of me.”
  “Where was I when this was happening?”
  “You were playing football in the neighboring compound.”
  “Really? I even saw when you passed twice to buy bread. I waved but you didn’t see me. Little did I know what you had gone through.”
  “That one is another story.”
  “Another beating?”
  “Yes.”
  “What did Onyi and Jerome do when this was happening?”
  “I think they were inside mummy’s room, sleeping or busy with something else. They did not come out at all.”
  “Even if they were not sleeping, they always hide whenever mummy is angry like that.”
  “Where are they now?”
  “Sleeping in mummy’s room.”
  “Will Onyi sleep there this night?”
  “Mummy may leave her there or carry her here later.”
  “Ok.”
            They were quiet for some seconds.
  “When will mummy change towards me?” Ndidi said, looking into space as someone in deep thought. 
  “Well you have to understand mummy and know what she wants and what she doesn’t want ok,” Ebere told her.
  “Am trying my best but I know she hates me.”
  “Don’t talk like that.
  “I don’t know what else to say.”
  “Well that is past tense now.”
  “Hunger o. I have not eaten since afternoon.”
  “Let me go and get food for you.” He stood up to go.
  “No o. What if mummy sees you? I don’t want more trouble.”
  “Should I forget about it?”
  “No. I am not saying you should forget it but…”
  “Don’t worry. I know how to do it.”
Ebere went to the kitchen to get food for Ndidi. As he opened the pot, his mother tiptoed in with a bathroom slippers in hand, set to beat up Ndidi if she was the one trespassing. When she saw that it was Ebere, she relaxed.
  “What are you doing?” she asked him.
  “Mummy I’m hungry,” he answered with plea in his voice.
  “Have you not eaten?”
  “I have but you know I played football in the evening and I have been reading for the past one hour.”
  “So?”
  “They are energy sapping and hunger arousing.”
  “Grammar. Alright you may take but remain some for tomorrow morning.”
  “Thank you mum,” he said and went ahead to dish the food. His mother went back to her room.
When he was sure his mother wouldn’t come out of her room for a long time, he took the food to Ndidi.
  “Thank you very much,” she said.
  “You are welcome.”
  “Why did you say that? I am not coming back from somewhere.”
  “We were taught so in school. You say it when someone thanks you.”
  “Okay o.”
            Ndidi proceeded to eat the food as hastily and silently as possible, while Ebere continued reading his school books.
  “Thank you once again,” Ndidi said to Ebere when she was done.
  “So soon?” Ebere asked her.
  “Yes. I was very hungry and I didn’t want mummy to come in here suddenly and see me eating. She would have beaten the food out of me.”
            She got up to take the plate to the kitchen but Ebere stopped her.
  “What are you trying to do?” he asked her. “Do you want mummy to see you?”
  “Hei! I forgot o.”
He took the plate from her and took it back to the kitchen. When he got back to the room, he saw Ndidi going through one of his note books.
  “We did not learn that subject today,” he said. “Those are old topics and you have read them. Take this one.”
He gave her another note book.
  “But it is in your time table,” she asked him.
  “Yes it is but the teacher did not come today.”
She went ahead to read while Ebere read a novel. When she was through, she requested for another one which Ebere gave her. When she had gone through all his current notes, she took one of his text books and began to read. She was still reading when Ebere closed the novel and went to bed. She continued for a while and fell asleep.


[Excerpt from chapter 1]


(c) 2015. Chinedu Isaac Ezeala




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